Wednesday, May 20, 2009

* TODAY SHE SMILED BUT.......

Like every other day it seemed like a normal one.She woke up and was late again.Sometimes life seemed to be moving at a faster rate than she could cope up.Thoughts clogged up in her mind...still no time to sit and think clearly.She just rushed out to meet her friends.She seemed fine laughing and enjoying the day.
As the day slowly started coming to an end she looked around and said to herself,"This is nice.I like it".A pleasant weather but something was still on her mind.She was happy yet something kept bothering her.Something even she couldn't understand so kept ignoring the feeling.She hadn't fought with anyone she said to herself nor had anything happened since morning.Surely today there were no tears in her eyes.She walked silently with the crowd still fighting for peace within herself.Now highly confused not knowing what made her feel so restless she just played some music on her phone and kept looking down at the road.Yellow light from the street lights made the wet road glisten.Finally she gave up and just kept up with her group.Soon it ws time to go home so all said their goodbyes to each other.' End of a pleasant day' they all thought.
Now alone she walked on the road on her way home in this dusky night,slowly,trying to make up her mind to forget all the unhappy thoughts.She did not even feel like crying.She knew she was done crying.The tears had all dried. She wanted to just smile and live her life now.She had taken this decision long ago.She knew god wanted her to be happy too.But still a part of her missed something..may be this is life!!! Even when we have everything...our heart still ends up craving for something or the other.
She continued walking slowly and it had started drizzling suddenly even though monsoon was weeks away.She gazed at the enormous sky above her and a drop of rain fell on her lips.She bit her lower lip and smiled.The rain like always made her feel happy yet queasy.The sweet taste of the raindrop reminded her of the bitter changes of life.But life is all about changes.She had learned to keep moving on...and maybe thats why today she smiled.......but maybe the clouds understood her..... and cried.....

-Priya (nothingness fills her heart today)

Friday, January 9, 2009

Y AM I SO BORED???

I was sitting staring at the screen of my laptop with a blank expression on my face.Suddenly I realized.....I love exams....ok ok calm down..{dun give me that look}.I just mean that i love exam time.Somehow because of exams I guess it is always easier for a person like me to do something new(like blogging for example)..Yes during exam time the mind wanders the most I feel...All the creative juices in the brain flowing in full speed...World's greatest ideas can pop up in our heads..We tend to visualize every single hangout place we will visit after exams...do all sorts of planning...sleeeep a lot....The brain is automatically trained to search for ways to waste time..I end up watching silliest TV shows and several movies at a time during exams(which I would never watch on a normal day).In my case-I can even think of themes and steps for dance and search for several hobby classes(which I would never ever join of course)..
{stop rolling your eyes please}

Oh and this happens too--


People who have been out of picture for a long time suddenly want to meet us.We have the biggest fights of our lives.Every single Person who likes us has to admit his so called love just during/before exams{ahemmmm....see..you are giving me that weird look again!!!}.....oh and this mobile phone rings more often than needed.



God i wonder where these people disappear when I have one of those really dull boring days!!!!!!

Yea....Look at me...exams over... now have to search for ways to killll time.Suddenly everyone else seems so busy.I am all bored..wide awake...and well this can be used as a whole new blog topic(Priya the girl who sleeps all day..up all night...lolzzz) ........{aaah come on now stop giving those-Priya you are crazy- looks}....goshh....

Oh well..........You know this already.........

My thoughts........full of nothing......


Thanks for reading

-Priya(The girl who still is thinking about ...NOTHING)

Thursday, January 8, 2009

JUST A START

The question that came to my mind when i first thought of writing a blog-Who would be interested in reading it? But then again...its supposed 2b lyk a diary...i should not care who reads it.These are my thoughts.. my senseless words...and m writing it for my self....ahem..well..yea...ok lets talk about da kind of ppl who wud read my blog..
A) A really bored human who is just in search of NOTHING
B) Maybe some family or friends.. i myself forced them to read ..(that is obvious..my first ever blog after all)
C) Someone just curious to find out what i am up to...
D)Maybe someone who just doesnt care but yet read it(god knows why)..
....and the reactions after reading MY FIRST EVER BLOG..... Some will simply think its full of nothing and yet give me sweet comments....God bless them..hehe...(exactly right!!!.....oh come onnn.. i am just a beginner with nothing great going on in life)....oops..i do have an exam tomorrow...umm nevermind that... :D ..Then there will be some who are always ready with advices... about how to improve my writing skills..maybe improve my english..grammer..give me new topics....tell me how to live my life..how to do this how to do that...hahah....and lastly those who will be ready with those critical comments...closely observing evry single line to make some final conclusions about me...
Yea weird thoughts i know...even i think am i smart enough to be doing this?? because evry single blog i hv read seemed to be quite meaningful with highly sophisticated language and well written by people with big brain ( or maybe just idiots with good writing skills :D)..
Good for me....By writing down some random thoughts i have already used a lot of space...lol....ah now this seems to be getting a lot easier...maybe soon my blogs will be on some important social issues or some views about politics...ahem ahem...yea ryt!!!!
ALWAYS REMEMBER
My thoughts.......full of nothing....
thanks for reading..
-PRIYA(THE GIRL WHO THOUGHT ALOT ...ABOUT NOTHING)